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This is the true story of a girl who doesn't understands herself. She feels so lost in the world, feeling like she might break. She falls apart, internally she dies. These are my own flesh and bones. The confessions of a tormented gothic angel.
}Bulimic Rocker{ t2t
by GothicFallenAngel666
Age: 22  Sex: F

189 Entries
# Entry Date
1 Goodbye to you.... goodbye to a lot of sh*t 13/03/2006 12:10 GMT
2 America 04/02/2006 16:37 GMT
3 Sick.... again 15/01/2006 10:33 GMT
4 Shattered Dreams 08/01/2006 07:15 GMT
5 He Is More Than Perfect 02/01/2006 09:23 GMT
6 Happy New Year 31/12/2005 10:27 GMT
7 Fragile 26/12/2005 12:28 GMT
8 MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!! 25/12/2005 12:10 GMT
9 Mom left 22/12/2005 11:10 GMT
10 Princess Of Lala-land 07/12/2005 12:21 GMT
11 Tribute Speech 04/12/2005 09:57 GMT
12 That's f***ed Up 21/11/2005 03:34 GMT
13 I <3 James 19/11/2005 10:50 GMT
14 Tourniquet 21/10/2005 11:22 GMT
15 Silence (Song) 21/10/2005 01:19 GMT
16 Tears Of Blood 19/10/2005 02:51 GMT
17 Dark and Cold... Sick and Ugly 17/10/2005 10:20 GMT
18 Yeah, right... I'm doing poorly 15/10/2005 03:19 GMT
19 Doing better..... YAY! 13/10/2005 10:21 GMT
20 f*** This World... I Want To Die 07/10/2005 10:20 GMT
21 Speech on Marilyn Manson 06/10/2005 10:06 GMT
22 Wake Me Up When This War Ends 04/10/2005 10:12 GMT
23 Broken 01/10/2005 05:57 GMT
24 Give me Pills 30/09/2005 11:31 GMT
25 Forgotten 29/09/2005 11:19 GMT
26 Alicia's Song 25/09/2005 09:37 GMT
27 Fallen Angel (Song) 16/09/2005 10:43 GMT
28 Midnight Suicide Note (song) 15/09/2005 10:33 GMT
29 I go up and then I come back down 06/09/2005 08:05 GMT
30 Boring Day... bleh 03/09/2005 05:39 GMT
31 Ohh Raven.... you sexy dyke 02/09/2005 08:50 GMT
32 Random thoughts... an open entry 31/08/2005 10:19 GMT
33 Coming Out... I'm Dick Free 30/08/2005 09:35 GMT
34 Dammit! Is a better day! Happy Joy! 29/08/2005 02:12 GMT
35 Struggling 28/08/2005 02:53 GMT
36 Don't bother... I'm OK.... keep fighting 27/08/2005 06:03 GMT
37 Thoughts about everything 27/08/2005 01:31 GMT
38 Pulling Teeth 26/08/2005 01:35 GMT
39 Under Control 25/08/2005 09:09 GMT
40 Beautiful Sight 22/08/2005 10:13 GMT
41 First day back at college; f***ing A day 22/08/2005 06:14 GMT
42 Goth Princess (Song) 12/08/2005 09:44 GMT
43 Thank You so much.; I love you all 08/08/2005 12:25 GMT
44 I STILL NEED HELP!!!!! 07/08/2005 11:04 GMT
45 We Finally Have A Name 07/08/2005 10:21 GMT
46 boom boom chika boom boom chika boom boom 05/08/2005 23:55 GMT
47 hey people! listen up.! I need your HELP! 03/08/2005 23:28 GMT
48 What nourish me can also destroy me 01/08/2005 10:32 GMT
49 Do You Know How Much It Hurts? 27/07/2005 22:40 GMT
50 I've been accussed of Betrayal 21/07/2005 18:21 GMT
51 Ramblings on Ana and Mia 19/07/2005 15:10 GMT
52 State of Faith 17/07/2005 13:42 GMT
53 Am I That Unimportant? 14/07/2005 01:16 GMT
54 Imagine Pageant 06/07/2005 16:09 GMT
55 Sandpaper Tears 05/07/2005 18:40 GMT
56 I'm Never Giving You Up 30/06/2005 01:08 GMT
57 Nightmares 28/06/2005 14:28 GMT
58 Silently Broken 27/06/2005 13:37 GMT
59 Save 24/06/2005 14:06 GMT
60 Emotionally Alone 22/06/2005 15:19 GMT
61 Seventeen 21/06/2005 10:33 GMT
62 Razorblade Romance 19/06/2005 00:58 GMT
63 My Hands 17/06/2005 21:48 GMT
64 Loneliness Kills 16/06/2005 12:46 GMT
65 So f***ING Alone! 16/06/2005 01:09 GMT
66 Perfect Girl 15/06/2005 13:50 GMT
67 The Mirror 14/06/2005 15:53 GMT
68 Look At Me 14/06/2005 13:38 GMT
69 Ode to Perfection 13/06/2005 11:46 GMT
70 Imperfections 13/06/2005 04:37 GMT
71 Rotting Lies 10/06/2005 12:43 GMT
72 Shadow 08/06/2005 00:40 GMT
73 Boy... Friend 07/06/2005 12:04 GMT
74 Three Small Words 07/06/2005 01:30 GMT
75 So Damn Sick 05/06/2005 21:14 GMT
76 It's working.... is finally working! 02/06/2005 02:32 GMT
77 Opposite from before... I love you mom 31/05/2005 09:54 GMT
78 I don't love you mom... please leave 24/05/2005 12:56 GMT
79 Screaming... this is just too much 16/05/2005 13:02 GMT
80 HELP! I NEED TO FIND AN ARTISTIC NAME! 01/05/2005 12:14 GMT
81 End Me 24/04/2005 23:32 GMT
82 Been Up... Now I am down 20/04/2005 13:01 GMT
83 Don't Ask Questions. 16/04/2005 22:35 GMT
84 To hell with you and all your friends 13/04/2005 13:35 GMT
85 Alicia (poem to my friend) 11/04/2005 10:00 GMT
86 Sadness for Alicia 09/04/2005 10:38 GMT
87 Nikki from Hamilton Ont. Canada 07/04/2005 10:40 GMT
88 Guilty 06/04/2005 13:51 GMT
89 What the f*** was I thinking? 05/04/2005 10:00 GMT
90 There's no place like home 04/04/2005 23:33 GMT
91 Wrote this to my friend Alicia 04/04/2005 14:43 GMT
92 Lie to me 04/04/2005 10:08 GMT
93 It's that bad; I have to get away 03/04/2005 11:54 GMT
94 Like f***ing sh*t… that’s how I feel 02/04/2005 23:15 GMT
95 He REALLY Cares 01/04/2005 00:27 GMT
96 My first tarot reading 31/03/2005 01:52 GMT
97 almost better 30/03/2005 10:29 GMT
98 This is over..... Pt 1(?) 29/03/2005 23:20 GMT
99 LIke I've Always Wanted 29/03/2005 10:45 GMT
100 What the f***? STOP WORRYING ABOUT ME! 28/03/2005 11:38 GMT
101 You all need this.... 28/03/2005 07:49 GMT
102 My Prayer 27/03/2005 11:33 GMT
103 I Just Want To Die and Conquer My Peace 26/03/2005 09:02 GMT
104 Silence 25/03/2005 10:46 GMT
105 Back and Forward 24/03/2005 23:50 GMT
106 Telling... Amazingly 23/03/2005 09:50 GMT
107 Everyday I Pray To Forget 23/03/2005 08:32 GMT
108 I have found out a lot of dirt 21/03/2005 01:33 GMT
109 YIPPIE!!!! 20/03/2005 11:37 GMT
110 Sounds Good To Me... 19/03/2005 11:28 GMT
111 Sadness All Over Again Pt 2 19/03/2005 02:20 GMT
112 Sadness All Over Again 18/03/2005 11:30 GMT
113 Nympho *Explicit Content* 18/03/2005 03:55 GMT
114 Goth Princess 14/03/2005 04:46 GMT
115 This is it 13/03/2005 12:12 GMT
116 I've Tried So Hard 13/03/2005 10:32 GMT
117 Never Forgotten 13/03/2005 10:25 GMT
118 Unanswered Questions 13/03/2005 02:29 GMT
119 I'm now OK, but my psychosis isn't 11/03/2005 10:07 GMT
120 Satanic Stigmata 10/03/2005 10:45 GMT
121 I am not and never will be OK 10/03/2005 10:02 GMT
122 Fool Yourself 10/03/2005 09:06 GMT
123 I'm still here... 09/03/2005 08:25 GMT
124 Tourniquet 09/03/2005 08:20 GMT
125 Dead Apologies 08/03/2005 10:02 GMT
126 Please forgive and forget me 08/03/2005 07:48 GMT
127 Suicidal Explanation 07/03/2005 08:46 GMT
128 Lies 06/03/2005 07:48 GMT
129 Valley Of The Fallen 05/03/2005 10:57 GMT
130 Goodbye 05/03/2005 05:40 GMT
131 Fallen Angel 04/03/2005 09:43 GMT
132 Midnight Suicide Note 01/03/2005 09:43 GMT
133 ~BACK HOME!!!!!~ 01/03/2005 05:25 GMT
134 I'd take a bullet for you 28/02/2005 11:27 GMT
135 You Are Always On My Mind 26/02/2005 10:14 GMT
136 So f***ing angry... 24/02/2005 08:26 GMT
137 hey hey 20/02/2005 08:29 GMT
138 In The End 17/02/2005 11:31 GMT
139 you only have one life to live 06/02/2005 08:19 GMT
140 IT'S MY

BIRTHDAY

!!!
31/01/2005 11:11 GMT
141 Defenetely going well 23/01/2005 23:14 GMT
142 A request from Angel Studios and I 18/01/2005 08:29 GMT
143 so, here are the new accomplishments 17/01/2005 21:21 GMT
144 Heaven 15/01/2005 04:55 GMT
145 Amazingly 14/01/2005 11:43 GMT
146 Early Morning... she wakes up 10/01/2005 06:16 GMT
147 So..... 08/01/2005 23:49 GMT
148 And Life Is Going Like This... 06/01/2005 11:23 GMT
149 What a CRAZY day! 03/01/2005 06:49 GMT
150 My Music Site; PLEASE GO THERE! 02/01/2005 05:55 GMT
151 Happy Belated New Year 02/01/2005 01:35 GMT
152 Am I that unimportant and insignificant? 31/12/2004 04:43 GMT
153 So this is your holiday 30/12/2004 06:38 GMT
154 Everyone leaves me stranded 29/12/2004 22:42 GMT
155 I HAVE NEW PICTURES!!!!!! 27/12/2004 10:34 GMT
156 Good morning... bad dreaming 27/12/2004 10:03 GMT
157 How many times is it going to hit me? 26/12/2004 23:30 GMT
158 Wondering... 26/12/2004 05:43 GMT
159 What an Awesome Christmas! 25/12/2004 10:23 GMT
160 Fool Yourself 24/12/2004 12:03 GMT
161 OUCH! IT f***ING HURTS! 23/12/2004 02:33 GMT
162 The Joy of Love 22/12/2004 08:13 GMT
163 Never thought my dreams would be real 21/12/2004 09:43 GMT
164 Sleeping the Pain Away 21/12/2004 07:33 GMT
165 Feeling Faded... 20/12/2004 11:27 GMT
166 Be The One 17/12/2004 04:25 GMT
167 This is the e-mail, checked last entry 16/12/2004 08:38 GMT
168 Gotta have him; Or not., God I love him 16/12/2004 08:27 GMT
169 Sacred Words 08/12/2004 07:12 GMT
170 Pictures..... SURPRISE!!!! 06/12/2004 02:52 GMT
171 Amazing Results 04/12/2004 12:32 GMT
172 Scales can Fool 04/12/2004 10:17 GMT
173 The Golden Age Of The Grotesque 03/12/2004 05:36 GMT
174 Decisions Taken... 22/11/2004 14:33 GMT
175 Is this what you call "feeling better"? 21/11/2004 09:37 GMT
176 Addictive Fading 20/11/2004 15:59 GMT
177 Lies Live For Me... 19/11/2004 17:24 GMT
178 Thank you so much! 16/11/2004 15:30 GMT
179 Sad.... sad news... 10/11/2004 19:49 GMT
180 Helpless Help.... 10/11/2004 15:26 GMT
181 I'm So Tired Of Being Here 07/11/2004 23:13 GMT
182 Going Down 31/10/2004 16:46 GMT
183 Failures and Amusements 30/10/2004 15:28 GMT
184 My Story and I am sticking to it 26/10/2004 23:40 GMT
185 So f***ing scared 25/10/2004 14:55 GMT
186 Wanted Numbness 24/10/2004 17:54 GMT
187 Don't leave me here by myself 24/10/2004 14:03 GMT
188 Simply Beautiful 23/10/2004 23:57 GMT
189 I've Fallen At Your Feet 23/10/2004 20:53 GMT

 
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